A Trip Down Memory Lane Pt 1.. Rollin on 24's

*Mos Def - Travellin Man* " Memories Dont Live Like People Do, They Always Remember You ".
*song stops..

where do i start.
for those to who this blog is dedicated to.. yall know by now i aint the smoothest of em all.. the cooolest of em all.. or the hottest of em all (maybe i am? who knows?) but i'd like to think that you guys... at one point in time..or place.. had atleast one good memory with mecca,kuya,kennard or whatever corny name i had at the time.but honestly. I really dont think I've ever showed due appreciation or rightfully thanked anybody within my existence for THEIR existence and for their companionship. I am gonna try my hardest to not be corny and what not so yeh.

Back around in 03 or 04 ( damn alzheimers! ) I started meeting what was to be the core of my friendship for the next 3 to 4 years. Its kinda funny tho the whole mess that went down and how i tried getting with everybody and like..failed ;[ ( damn you john veloso and ur wicked ways! ) . but anyways. I met mary, kathy , mecaila and adelinne, and angelinne and a whole lotta other people. If it wasnt for you guys, man. Honestly I dont know where the hell I would've ended up today. A couple years later, I meet mark and the mah inet crew and it was just like a one big sausage fest, although it would be the coolest one i've ever been in. (sidenote: a real man shouldnt have to say no homo)

We've went on a couple trips, lol.. and theres like sumwhere.. a whole looseleaf paper of plans that..i guess just werent meant to be?.. Anyways, I know i've started my share of bs and fights amidst this circle of trust that we have. I, first and foremost would like to apologize. For years i've been the one preaching for us to keep a close knit group yet I find myself sometimes trying to stray away from the very group I try to keep together. Other people have been thrown into the mix but I guess, were just lost in the shuffle if you wanna say that. Up until now, all this has just been a box left unshackled in the back of my hip-hoppin-bloggin-noggin.

Well, it hit me when i was talking to my boy and rhyme-in-partner Cyfe ( chimi chimi changa muthafucka )..reminiscing and dwelling and backtracking a road that i have clumsily traveled, and realized that i still find my self in awe, and greatful that my rocky roaded (no chocolate) path has introduced me to some of the chillest people in this u-n-i verse. I'm pretty sure i'll meet more people in the future but got damn. they sure got sum big boxers, big jordans big bras and big panties to fill when it comes to you guys. It sucks that we've parted ways into different wavelengths, heading towards different spheres of the world, listening to different songs, living different lifestyles. But aye, we cant just stay stagnant right?.. like a rock?. (well...rocks do roll.. like..how a rolling stone gathers no moss... ahh damn attention span -.- ) Sometimes we all just gotta keep it moving. Some of us are heading towards to Nursing careers just like i am. I wish everybody the best wherever their hearts and intuition and dream leads them. (And by some crazy chance, wouldnt it be dope if we ended up all working in the same hospital?.. it would be like a great episode of SCRUBS )

I can only wish that our tacky and twisted roads lead to a crosspath in which we all crash and burn.. ( u know.. chill and spark up sum wootwoot!!..lol but no seriously -.- ) Why dwell in the past when we can make new memories right?
I wont ever forget being in a drive-in at KFC ordering mash poh-tay-toes with this one girl, or thinking damn..these dudes are prettty damn coool even tho im kinda different from them, or thinking im a friggin kuya to this girl
or thinking.. ahh man... she has another essay (lol) or thinking.. they really are such a great couple..or thinking...damn i should..damn i shouldnt.. or damn why'd u take that picture?..(..jk..i think )

So To:
Q,Mecaila,Mary,Mark,Mah Inet,Kazell,Kathy,& Others... ( for those who werent mentioned.. dont worry..theres a pt 2 to this jumpoff! )

I Just Wanna Say Thank You for making my existence just that much more awesome..

I'm Sorry I Failed....

i tried not to be corny.. but i ended up being A-MAZE-Ingly corny.. ..? no?.. okay scratch that


i wish all you ..success..&..love.. peace&prosperity..

heres a toast to the cadence of life's ballad..

lets not forget each other coz our memories sure wont forget us..


aye dj.. drop that beat one mo time! ^_____^ v

boom boom clap

pt 2 shall come soon enuff