Bitchez Aint Shit Butt .. ..... Pause [][] Pt Dalawa

ahh man.. the verge of a big ass week.. and boy am i in a little rut... My very close..uhh... yeh.. has just left for college and boy do i miss her ass.. ( pun intended?...who knows ) . I'm a little held back on a couple things i should have been done.. ( ..Procrastination - 99 Kennard - 0.5 -.- ) . Although, there have been a couple positive things that have happened

I.E. i watched tropic thunder.. ( pretty damn funny.. RDJ pwned... SUCK MY UNIT...rofl sometimes the only remedy is to let out a laugh..*sidenote.. that is an actual lyric from an upcoing song on M.C. Loudy ..shameless plug? yes i know..;fu suckas)
I got a job back -shrugs-.. atleast i'll have sum type of income to support my melodic addiction
and..yeh lol (time to revive that checklist of shit to get..hopefully lol)

Overall tho, i see it as this. I myself did not have the bestest of weeks, but sometimes you just gotta stay optimistic. That means keeping your head up..even when u know that when it rains, it pours. and let me tell you.. it rains hard. (sidenote: a real man shouldnt have to say no homo)
Even my homegirl ( who ..is currently pissed at me im sure.. ) called me to express her feelings on ..i believe is her a millionth time she feels like its time to break off her relationship ( i give her a week b4 she gets back.. who want in? lol ) Misery sure does love company right?. Sometimes you dont hear that voice that will tell you " It'll Be Alright". I guess, sometimes you gotta be that voice yourself.

I guess this blog is dedicated to those who havent had the best of times, but the opposite of it this week. I tell myself..if Fiddy can survive nine shots, i can survive a bad week right?. This is alsodedicated to those who've had great ass weeks. Its a reminder that sometimes you do get your piece of the cake and can eat it too. Cherish it, and keep on keepin on (word to Joe Dirt)
Luckily, like many of us who's favorite fitted is headphones over your ears, I have an escape. My lil asylum. My lil getaway from Reality. This just makes me kinda more pissed that i havent been on my shit the way i used to be. Its just a reminder that I gotta step the game up like always. If anything, having ruts or bad weeks like this are necessary to keep me on my tippy toe. ( no ..not word to Prodigy in his ballerina tutu.. ;'[ *goes to blast Shook Ones )

"Let It Shine when it come to rain..and let it rain..once in a while to keep me on a humble plane" -Styles P

On another note, man, I really do gotta step up the music thing and now with school coming up..its gonna be a hassle..but thats just another test i gotta take.

Big ups to P Wise who's been doing his thing in the midwest and making connections and his performance in Dyckman last last friday or thursday..i forgot..blehh

im tired.. so well.. b4 i log off

i wanna give my list of shout outs:
Cuzzo & the OG Kooya Booya
E.N. ( i'm tryna capture the sound my dude lol )
Sparda ( who's currently working on The Road To Squaresville )
Misery ( i dont like hanging with you ..sorry )
Steelo (..;fu for always bagging on me coz chahhles ddnt use the beat lol)
Cyfe (.. u ddnt deserve this rofl )

and last but not least
..the girl of my dreams...wherever u are...whoever u are..whatever u are..lol

" Alright.. Im finna be alright.. any sucka cross i shall terminate em on sight. no matter how the day might be, with the soul of de la . we live by the motto of c'est la vie.. we finna be.. Alright" - Kennard Medina "Be Alright" - prod. John M. 13.. <-- beast

this reminds me.. happy bday jan.. we'll get to that song soon..i promise!


booom booom clap my mellow my man