Bitchez Aint Shit Butt .. ..... Pause [][] Pt Dalawa

ahh man.. the verge of a big ass week.. and boy am i in a little rut... My very close..uhh... yeh.. has just left for college and boy do i miss her ass.. ( pun intended?...who knows ) . I'm a little held back on a couple things i should have been done.. ( ..Procrastination - 99 Kennard - 0.5 -.- ) . Although, there have been a couple positive things that have happened

I.E. i watched tropic thunder.. ( pretty damn funny.. RDJ pwned... SUCK MY UNIT...rofl sometimes the only remedy is to let out a laugh..*sidenote.. that is an actual lyric from an upcoing song on M.C. Loudy ..shameless plug? yes i know..;fu suckas)
I got a job back -shrugs-.. atleast i'll have sum type of income to support my melodic addiction
and..yeh lol (time to revive that checklist of shit to get..hopefully lol)

Overall tho, i see it as this. I myself did not have the bestest of weeks, but sometimes you just gotta stay optimistic. That means keeping your head up..even when u know that when it rains, it pours. and let me tell you.. it rains hard. (sidenote: a real man shouldnt have to say no homo)
Even my homegirl ( who ..is currently pissed at me im sure.. ) called me to express her feelings on ..i believe is her a millionth time she feels like its time to break off her relationship ( i give her a week b4 she gets back.. who want in? lol ) Misery sure does love company right?. Sometimes you dont hear that voice that will tell you " It'll Be Alright". I guess, sometimes you gotta be that voice yourself.

I guess this blog is dedicated to those who havent had the best of times, but the opposite of it this week. I tell myself..if Fiddy can survive nine shots, i can survive a bad week right?. This is alsodedicated to those who've had great ass weeks. Its a reminder that sometimes you do get your piece of the cake and can eat it too. Cherish it, and keep on keepin on (word to Joe Dirt)
Luckily, like many of us who's favorite fitted is headphones over your ears, I have an escape. My lil asylum. My lil getaway from Reality. This just makes me kinda more pissed that i havent been on my shit the way i used to be. Its just a reminder that I gotta step the game up like always. If anything, having ruts or bad weeks like this are necessary to keep me on my tippy toe. ( no ..not word to Prodigy in his ballerina tutu.. ;'[ *goes to blast Shook Ones )

"Let It Shine when it come to rain..and let it rain..once in a while to keep me on a humble plane" -Styles P

On another note, man, I really do gotta step up the music thing and now with school coming up..its gonna be a hassle..but thats just another test i gotta take.

Big ups to P Wise who's been doing his thing in the midwest and making connections and his performance in Dyckman last last friday or thursday..i forgot..blehh

im tired.. so well.. b4 i log off

i wanna give my list of shout outs:
Cuzzo & the OG Kooya Booya
E.N. ( i'm tryna capture the sound my dude lol )
Sparda ( who's currently working on The Road To Squaresville )
Misery ( i dont like hanging with you ..sorry )
Steelo (..;fu for always bagging on me coz chahhles ddnt use the beat lol)
Cyfe (.. u ddnt deserve this rofl )

and last but not least
..the girl of my dreams...wherever u are...whoever u are..whatever u are..lol

" Alright.. Im finna be alright.. any sucka cross i shall terminate em on sight. no matter how the day might be, with the soul of de la . we live by the motto of c'est la vie.. we finna be.. Alright" - Kennard Medina "Be Alright" - prod. John M. 13.. <-- beast

this reminds me.. happy bday jan.. we'll get to that song soon..i promise!


booom booom clap my mellow my man

Bitchez Aint Shit Butt... ..... Pause [][] Pt 1

... wha wha?

Such A Busy Bee

ok ..so..

August 25th the nursing program starts..and BOOOYYYYEEEEEEE (*rocks the big ass clock)
..i think im ready..

for those interested.

got a couple projects on board on the side for the musical side too
( and yes.. fudge mecca and fudge allive.. the new rap name is Kennard Medina xD)

Kennard Medina - M.C. Loudy
Bruddaman & Ian - The High End Theory
P Wise - Me Nd My Shadows
Bruddaman - TheGrandStand (Instrumentals)

and tracks with Cyfe (chimi chimi changa muthafucka)
and Sparda's album..

and other beat tapes i shall send to up-n-coming artists .. who i like and would like to collaborate with..
but at the end of the day...

Good Music is all im trying to make..

so fux with a brudda...

" You Cant Rush Good Music " ..word to Hustleman rofl


till next time..
boom boom clap

p.s. my cuzzin cesley is in college.. ;'[ they grow up so fast dont they?
aim for the moon..coz even if u miss.. the ball might end up in the beer cup xD

A Trip Down Memory Lane Pt 1.. Rollin on 24's

*Mos Def - Travellin Man* " Memories Dont Live Like People Do, They Always Remember You ".
*song stops..

where do i start.
for those to who this blog is dedicated to.. yall know by now i aint the smoothest of em all.. the cooolest of em all.. or the hottest of em all (maybe i am? who knows?) but i'd like to think that you guys... at one point in time..or place.. had atleast one good memory with mecca,kuya,kennard or whatever corny name i had at the time.but honestly. I really dont think I've ever showed due appreciation or rightfully thanked anybody within my existence for THEIR existence and for their companionship. I am gonna try my hardest to not be corny and what not so yeh.

Back around in 03 or 04 ( damn alzheimers! ) I started meeting what was to be the core of my friendship for the next 3 to 4 years. Its kinda funny tho the whole mess that went down and how i tried getting with everybody and like..failed ;[ ( damn you john veloso and ur wicked ways! ) . but anyways. I met mary, kathy , mecaila and adelinne, and angelinne and a whole lotta other people. If it wasnt for you guys, man. Honestly I dont know where the hell I would've ended up today. A couple years later, I meet mark and the mah inet crew and it was just like a one big sausage fest, although it would be the coolest one i've ever been in. (sidenote: a real man shouldnt have to say no homo)

We've went on a couple trips, lol.. and theres like sumwhere.. a whole looseleaf paper of plans that..i guess just werent meant to be?.. Anyways, I know i've started my share of bs and fights amidst this circle of trust that we have. I, first and foremost would like to apologize. For years i've been the one preaching for us to keep a close knit group yet I find myself sometimes trying to stray away from the very group I try to keep together. Other people have been thrown into the mix but I guess, were just lost in the shuffle if you wanna say that. Up until now, all this has just been a box left unshackled in the back of my hip-hoppin-bloggin-noggin.

Well, it hit me when i was talking to my boy and rhyme-in-partner Cyfe ( chimi chimi changa muthafucka )..reminiscing and dwelling and backtracking a road that i have clumsily traveled, and realized that i still find my self in awe, and greatful that my rocky roaded (no chocolate) path has introduced me to some of the chillest people in this u-n-i verse. I'm pretty sure i'll meet more people in the future but got damn. they sure got sum big boxers, big jordans big bras and big panties to fill when it comes to you guys. It sucks that we've parted ways into different wavelengths, heading towards different spheres of the world, listening to different songs, living different lifestyles. But aye, we cant just stay stagnant right?.. like a rock?. (well...rocks do roll.. like..how a rolling stone gathers no moss... ahh damn attention span -.- ) Sometimes we all just gotta keep it moving. Some of us are heading towards to Nursing careers just like i am. I wish everybody the best wherever their hearts and intuition and dream leads them. (And by some crazy chance, wouldnt it be dope if we ended up all working in the same hospital?.. it would be like a great episode of SCRUBS )

I can only wish that our tacky and twisted roads lead to a crosspath in which we all crash and burn.. ( u know.. chill and spark up sum wootwoot!!..lol but no seriously -.- ) Why dwell in the past when we can make new memories right?
I wont ever forget being in a drive-in at KFC ordering mash poh-tay-toes with this one girl, or thinking damn..these dudes are prettty damn coool even tho im kinda different from them, or thinking im a friggin kuya to this girl
or thinking.. ahh man... she has another essay (lol) or thinking.. they really are such a great couple..or thinking...damn i should..damn i shouldnt.. or damn why'd u take that picture?..(..jk..i think )

So To:
Q,Mecaila,Mary,Mark,Mah Inet,Kazell,Kathy,& Others... ( for those who werent mentioned.. dont worry..theres a pt 2 to this jumpoff! )

I Just Wanna Say Thank You for making my existence just that much more awesome..

I'm Sorry I Failed....

i tried not to be corny.. but i ended up being A-MAZE-Ingly corny.. ..? no?.. okay scratch that


i wish all you ..success..&..love.. peace&prosperity..

heres a toast to the cadence of life's ballad..

lets not forget each other coz our memories sure wont forget us..


aye dj.. drop that beat one mo time! ^_____^ v

boom boom clap

pt 2 shall come soon enuff

FTL!? FTW?!! wtf?!

lol ok.. so Michael Phelps made one hell of a comeback and won by a damn fingernail.. incredible FTW...

i decided.. why not ..try to gain a victory also so i tried sliding a beat to up-and-coming artist Charles Hamilton .. to see if he was interested in getting up on it..

He replied while being in teh studioz.. (sidenote: im greatful enuff that he actually responded back)

and since then i have gotten no reply.. FTL!!!... but its all good.. you lose some.. you win some..

i still have the utmost respect for homie and wish him the best in his carur... ( "career" for those who cant decipher *nelly-isms* )

although..this has opened my eyes.. its time to take more chances and step the game up.
coz who knows.. one man's rejected beat is another man's first single right? xD

p.s. school's coming up and nursing starts..its time to build the foundation on which the rest of my life shall build upon...

UP..and BEYOND...
M.C. Loudy checkin out...

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